Post #54

I seem to use this space for infatuations, and today is no different. Luckily no one visits this little spot so I'm free to say I am stupid crazy about Antonia, and I don't know what I'm going to do about it.

Post #53

You love me too much to hate me.

Post #52

Distance, Time and Technology seperated us, now it's you who widens the divide.

Post #51

In a way it feels like I've lost a friend. The worst part it I'm not sure I even mind.

Post #50

I find it odd when people say their life is like a rollercoaster, the going down parts are the best bits of a rollercoaster.

Post #49

I don't think I'll ever be allowed truly kick back this summer, there's always that little voice in the back of mind saying I should be working.

Post #48

This summer feels so different to all other summers, more possiblilties, more time, but more pressure to earn money.

Post #47

Droppin' hints like it's hot, getting them? she is not.

Post #46

I doubt it'll ever be the right time, and I'll not get you to the right place...

Post #45

I'm sure there's a reason for it, best not overthink it.

Post #44

Confound these emotions within me, they drive me to madness!

Post #43

Oh, and that strange feeling of sad happiness returns...

Post #42

Swept away in work, letting everything else fall around me, now to prop them all back up.

Post #41

I suppose it's hard to be friends for so long and not entertain the idea of something more.

Post #40

When all that work you do is done, and the world you knew peels away before you, will you notice all the living you missed?

Post #39

I love you guys and all, but sometimes I just want to strangle you.

Post #38

And you're the loveliest of them all.

Post #37

I spend so much time making sure everyone else is okay, that I forget to check if I'm okay.

Post #36

I don't know whether it's good or bad that I can't go a day without talking to you.

Post #35

There's that word again, seriously, fuck that word.

Post #34

You fill me with a tragic happiness, smiling as I fight the tears.

post #33

It's so hard to tell when someone needs comforting, or when they just need time alone.

Post #32

Was only a matter of time before I forgot to update this on a daily basis. Curse you March 30th!

Post #31

Your imagination is a lot like a mirror, you can see many things reflected in it but if you try to fall into it it'll shatter around you.

Post #30

A feeling flows a lot like water. It can be strong and steady like a stream. It can lay dormant and then bubble up and burst like a guyser. It can overflow as a waterfall, or it can lay still and stagnate like a pond.

Post #29

One should never jump to conclusions, especially when you're the one who made them.

Post #28

Magic cards, you're one hell of a drug.

Post #27

Although the water may look inviting, do not dive in until you've checked the water, this is true to life as it is to swimming.

Post #26

Perhaps it will be relevant and true one day, but for now, potential in poetry form.

100,000 things you do, to brighten every day,
10,000 ways you make me smile, with all you do and say.
1,000 faces you can wear, and each of them sublimb,
100 times in every second, love that you are mine.
10 different types of joy you bring, and all of them so sweet.
1 in the entire world, who make my life complete.

5th line is the weakest but overall I like it.

Post #25

The greatest fear is to find yourself displaying the trait you rebuke so harshly in others. This is not the case, and thank god for that.

Post #24

Time to think, time to consider, but plenty of time still left for both.

Post #23

My mind and heart are in turmoil, unsure of how to go on. My mind is wise, hardened from experience, but my heart, although with best intentions, leads me only to ruin.